i stupidly agreed to go to a benefit tonight for open arms of mn.   

let me clarify, it’s not that i think open arms is stupid, i don’t – i heart that organization.

it’s just that i’m very self-conscious at those things, and it’s a fairly dressy event and all my “issues” tend to be wrapped up in how i look and my shyness comes out…


ugg – i need a drink and it’s still morning.