things that suck and hurt more than you could have ever possibly be prepared for

-the cold harsh light of reality

-relationships at a crossroads where you both go down a different path

-crying till 3am over what could have been

-ticketmaster surcharges and fees

things that don’t suck and give you hope

-the movie ‘across the universe’

-the promise of new beginnings

-walking down that new path strong in the knowledge that it will get easier; no matter how much it currently hurts/suck’s/feels like you’ve been sucker punched in the gut

things that really really kick ass

-going to new york in february to hang with landry and see siouxsie sioux